Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
In the past few months my wife and I have taken a bit of a turn with diapers. We are not having direct, drawn out conversations about diapers. Those conversations that I am looking for where I can further understand myself cause large amounts of stress on her. Since the last time that we really … Continue reading Calling out The times I am wearing, and how they help me – Conversations with my wife
In the last year I have learned to focus more and more on the Spirit, and how it can guide me in my life in diapers. I continually strive for balance, and want to find the best place for diapers in my life. If they can be something beneficial and healthy in my life I … Continue reading How do we #HearHim?
Are diapers a hindrance or helper in my overall mental and physical well-being? I have had a lot going on in the last 8-10 months. Stresses from every portion of my life have presented themselves, which makes it hard to have a pillar to stand on and also know which thing to attack first. Typically … Continue reading Weight gain, eating my problems, and diapers place in stress management and running from my problems.
Littles, Adult Babies, Diaper Lovers, and Teen Babies all feel isolated. Many of us grow up with an affinity for something we don’t understand. Each of us ends up asking ourselves a question along the lines of “why would I want to wear diapers?” Alone, I don’t think we can answer this question. I found … Continue reading Connecting Spouses of Littles for support
I find that most of the things I begin writing about are spurred by emotions that are stressful or painful. We are driven to change by crisis, and that makes us grow, but I wanted to take a minute and bask in the warmth of a wonderful morning. Amidst life’s trials I feel whole and … Continue reading Overwhelmingly positive feelings
Life in diapers, especially since sharing all of myself to my wife, has felt a lot like a country two-step. Two steps forward, and one step back. The last few months have come in a roller coaster of emotions where consistency wasn’t a luxury. The silver lining is that I still feel like we are … Continue reading Sometimes It’s not okay, and that’s okay
Everyone has a mechanism with how they deal with fear. For each and everyone of us it is something different. In a time where we are social distanced and coping with with a myriad of stresses we must: 1 - know what our mechanisms are 2 - acknowledge to firstly ourselves, and if needed others, … Continue reading Coping Mechanisms and when shame creeps in
My wife has asked me on a number of occasions where we are headed with diapers, or if there is some ultimate goal that I have. I have told her multiple times that I do not have a specific endpoint in mind. My goal, my ultimate view of success, is that we are happy together. … Continue reading Where are we heading?
I believe it is safe to say that I’m hard-headed at times. I know my wife would tell you that, but like most things I have a hard time seeing something right in front of my own face. This past week has taught me a new level of emotion, as well as the realization that … Continue reading A new depth of feeling
We find solace in the most interesting places. Answers come if you are looking for them, and have a heart open to it. This wasn’t a direct answer to anything that I had been searching for, but it was a moment where I felt like I connected with another experience, albeit fictitious. These moments or … Continue reading Cinder, another Book Review “ish”
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