Learning to understand my aberrant self. Working through my “big three” with the discussions around ABDL (Adult Baby, Diaper Lover) in my personal, professional, religious, and family life.
I have a powerful connection to music. I love listening to the beauty and math behind music. Progression and flow make sense to my brain. Beat matching and creating flow for a crowd are something that I rather enjoy. I have many memories tied to songs (both positive and painful), and I find answers through … Continue reading The power of music = the power of love
Providing background, admitting a problem, and analyzing next steps as we prepare for action Once we have a communicable plan in place it is time to take action. That is the focus of the background and problem sections of the A3 that live on the left side of the document. I find a huge relation … Continue reading Preparing for action – Problem Solving Series – Session 6
I wanted so much for my previous post, A series of unfortunate events, to help remove some of the emotional burden that I have been feeling. Typically writing is very therapeutic and helpful for me. For one of the first times ever I submitted the post feeling more worried and pained than when I began … Continue reading When help hurts
In LEAN thinking there are often rapid cycles of change that allow teams to quickly determine if a change is productive and capable of relieving a bottleneck in productivity. It opens up the concept that failure is not a bad thing, but a tool in which we leverage to achieve success. Let that one sink … Continue reading Failure is not inherently a bad thing – Problem Solving Series – Session 5
A lot of introspection has happened in the last week. I decided I would try and remove diapers, and the things that made me think of them. I want to NOT WANT THEM, and again I feel weak and like a failure because I cannot remove them from my life. My intentions of making things … Continue reading A series of unfortunate events
Unacceptable, that's how I felt after the previous conversations with my wife. How could I want to to wear a diaper when I can see what it caused to happen with my wife? I feel that I am unacceptable in how I feel for wanting to take the pivot I did in the last two … Continue reading Unacceptably Me
Even with the best intentions, we are still human. We still mess up, we still fall short, and we still don’t do things right. I very much know that I am human. I make plenty of mistakes, probably more than my own fair share. I try really hard to put my family first in my … Continue reading When trying isn’t enough
The things we do have direct and indirect impacts on the people, circumstances, and situations around us. Even the environment around us is affected by our actions, our mood, and the way we present ourselves. The mood we present changes the environment around us and the warmth or chill that we emanate to others. Our … Continue reading Cause and Effect – Problem Solving Series – Session 4
Why would anyone in their right mind want to wear a diaper in public? Well okay, why would anyone in their right mind CHOOSE to wear a diaper voluntarily, period?! So many times I have asked myself that kind of question without really having the answer within grasp. Yes, I wear diapers, and yes I … Continue reading Being empowered by wearing in public and wanting to tell a friend
Data and Facts can be confused or mixed in the wrong way when we are trying to solve a problem. Put simply, data is about counting and reporting. This can be how often something does or does not happen and can often be categorized and put into groupings. Facts are reports and descriptions of things … Continue reading Data and Facts – Problem Solving Series – Session 3
