Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
The teddy bear sat content with its new location on our bed for a few days. Life was so full that the most attention I was able to give it was a high five to the face when I was rolling over in bed. Then an hour became available and I wanted a moment. This … Continue reading Full on little space
So I did it. I’ve been joking about getting a stuffie for a while now, but never with any real ambition or seriousness. I think it was always outside of what I thought I would experiment with as a little. Very similar to how I felt about a pacifier for a long time. It was … Continue reading Somebody order a stuffie?!
Recently as I’ve been trying to normalize some of the things in my life again I've picked back up a HIIT (High Intensity Interval Training) workout routine and am beginning to reincorporate running into my life. With this wanted change comes the need to make some modifications to my daily routine as well to help … Continue reading A week without wearing
During a recent conversation with my wife about a variety of things going on in our lives we pivoted to diapers. I cannot recall why as we had been focusing on things that she is currently carrying as mother, wife, and professional. A struggle of mine that has been decades long has been self worth. … Continue reading Her Diaper Wearing Husband
Our thoughts are powerful. So much of how we view ourselves, with or without diapers, come from the thoughts that fill our own minds. I know that I’ve walked past the same mirror in my bedroom and had drastically different thoughts. They have been accepting and positive, and at other times shaming and hurtful. Those … Continue reading The power of your mindset
Baby steps are foundational to us making lasting changes in our lives. These steps are in no way limited to only the journey of an ABDL. In a discussion with my wife this week we talked about the importance of implementing small, smart changes in our lives that can build to lasting changes. All too … Continue reading Recognizing baby steps
I often use the metaphor of a ”bank of trust” in regards to relationships. My wife and I work together daily to deposit trust and good experiences into a metaphorical bank. These deposits strengthen our relationship together and allow us to have our moments. When one of us is struggling in one form or another … Continue reading The difference between being accepting and acceptance
There is a statistic that gets thrown around that every seven years your cells have all been replaced due to the constant generation of new cells that are replacing dying cells in our bodies. While this is inaccurate for a number of reasons there is a certain sentiment about our ever changing nature. Many years … Continue reading Two
My life, it seems, comes in waves of positives and negatives. I don’t know why, but it seems there is a consistent, “when it rains, it pours” things happening in my life. So much to the point that when I acknowledge mentally that things are going well, and I immediately begin to wonder what will … Continue reading Imploding
There have been many times that I have stood in front of a mirror I have at my house and seen myself in a diaper. I shame and berate myself for what I am. What kind of a person am I?! For more than thirty years I would do that to myself with no positive … Continue reading Self acceptance and who I allow myself to be
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