Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
Sitting around my family as I began reading this book I found myself shielding the title on the spine and the cover with my hands and legs. This occurred for two reasons. One, I wasn’t prepared for this family get-together to turn into me explaining what AB/DL was. This is a conversation that I doubt … Continue reading What is AB/DL and Age Play? – You’re Not Broken – Chapter 1
We all must pass through trial and experience in order to truly gain empathy and understanding with certain aspects of life. I have seen and felt a mother's love, but I will never be able to truly have that connection with my children. A father's love is different, by design, and serves a very different … Continue reading Son to father, and back again..
When I first began typing after reviewing my notes I typed the name of the book as “You’re Not Alone” instead of the proper title, You’re Not Broken. After beginning to correct myself I found this a very appropriate Freudian slip, and wanted to at least point out that I had done it more than … Continue reading Here we go again.. – You’re Not Broken – Introduction
When I first found out that they made diapers my size (I was a teenager at the time) and then making that first, eye-opening Yahoo! Search (everyone remember the results that popped up?!) I remember having the thought that I HAD to be a Diaper Lover, and not an Adult Baby. It seemed so far … Continue reading Is it okay to have an Adult Baby (little) side?
Am I All In? During a recent Stake Conference (multi-congregational gathering of members of my Church) the topic of one of the speakers was centered around the concept of being "all in." He was referring to the concept of being all in with the Gospel, and our dedication to our faith. Stories of trial, and … Continue reading Being “all in” with who we are
I hope someday this could be a post that came more from the mind of my wife. I would love for her to be able to share with you her view of how our journey has been together. When preparing posts I often will make titles with short notes, and then return to them when … Continue reading My wife
One of the biggest stresses that I have is that my wife will have a feeling where diapers are always an irritation. Even if it is just a small one I worry that her seeing or hearing me in a diaper might cause a negative reaction. I think most ABDLs feel this, especially early on … Continue reading Not “one more thing”
That teddy bear has been way more of my journey than I ever thought it would be. It was purchased in a moment of stress where I think I wanted to reach for something to hold, and then had to wait a week for it to arrive. In that week I wondered if I made … Continue reading First time cuddles
A while back I noticed that I had constant knee pain. Through running I’ve learned that you don’t have a left and right knee, but you have a good knee and a bad knee. My bad knee is connected to the foot that supinates (turns out when I walk/run normally). This movement causes a bit … Continue reading Happy(ier) Knees
There definitely seems to be a reoccurring theme of little space in my life lately. Perhaps that is by design. Am I reaching out to that part of myself to help me with life’s stressors or I’ve often thought that it is my little side reaching out to help me when I need it? Either … Continue reading School Lunch
Aberrantly Me 