Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
While emailing back and forth with another Diaper Lover I made a comment that he pointed out. “I want diapers, but I don’t want to want diapers.” It is that internal battle that racks so many of us as we grow up, often siloed to ourselves, trying to figure this out. Why would anyone want … Continue reading I want diapers, but I don’t want to want diapers.
For fun, what does the style of diaper that I wear convey about me to all the topics above? There is a whole other layer that can be said about what we wear as well, but I’ll keep it just to diapers. There are many, many styles of diapers that fit a myriad of purposes. … Continue reading One more about the 93% for fun
My wife and I continue to work on communication. It is a constantly evolving task that every couple continues to work with throughout their lives. One of the pillars to a successful relationship, of any kind, is being able to properly communicate. We have to establish baselines and understandings for how to properly communicate with … Continue reading The things you say that don’t come out of your mouth
During Church services today the theme of choice was repeatedly spoken about in relation to our families. I began to think about choices that I make and the impact those choices have on myself and those around me. In relation to the struggles that we can feel as an Adult Baby and/or Diaper Lover I … Continue reading We are who we are today, because of the choices we make
In the last week I have been struggling with a number of aspects of my life. While I normally feel that diapers help center me and bring me some form of comfort and peace they only seemed to add to the stress. With all the breakthroughs and positive movement I’ve had with my wife in … Continue reading Time away, a dream, and trying to figure things out
Not fifteen minutes after I finished writing maybe it's not binge Purge I had a moment. A moment I would definitely classify as "life-alerting." It has been a rough few weeks, and a roller coaster seems appropriate, but not accurate. My feelings have been all over the map. I had fought back and forth between … Continue reading “I’m good”
In our Church the young men are “Called To Serve” when they turn 18 to dedicate two years of their lives as missionaries. Young ladies are able, but not requested/required to serve when they turn 19 and for eighteen months. These two are an opportunity to grow as a person through selfless service to the … Continue reading Bearing the burden of diapers, and being Called To Serve
I’m finding that in the last few weeks, amidst all the emotion and ups and downs I am feeling like I am somewhat normalizing my diaper wearing. I am finding when I want to wear and working through the ins and outs regarding my family. While wearing diapers is becoming less of a tense thing, … Continue reading Normalizing my aberrant self
I’ve gone diapered this last few mornings. Not a normal start of the day for me. Since getting some new diapers that are lower cut I gave them a try at work and really liked them. One of the two days I wore a booster as well, which was a bonus. It has been interesting … Continue reading Maybe it’s not binge/purge
This feels a bit like binge and purge again. Perhaps I had experienced it in another way aside from just throwing everything diaper-related away in hopes of never thinking about it again in a moment of weakness when I reached out to my journal to share myself with the blank pages to the story of … Continue reading Journaling my diapers, just to rip it out
Aberrantly Me 