I’m finding that in the last few weeks, amidst all the emotion and ups and downs I am feeling like I am somewhat normalizing my diaper wearing. I am finding when I want to wear and working through the ins and outs regarding my family.
While wearing diapers is becoming less of a tense thing, I’m finding that I want to write or feel more directed about writing when I am diapered. Like so many others say, diapers put me in that space. Perhaps when I am diapered my little is able to get thoughts to the surface in a more controlled manner than a tantrum. There have been times when I am not able to get padded and relax, and my little starts throwing an internal fit to try and let me know it has something to say.
I am learning how my little reacts and feels. I think I am mainly engaged on my adult side in my life, but my little likes it interject to let me know when I need to remove/reduce stress, relax, or take a minute. Again, I’m still trying to figure out my little side, and how that interaction occurs but we are learning together.
While this will also be a long journey, perhaps a perpetual one, I know that my wife and I are taking steps in the right direction. I can only hope that we maintain the forward momentum that was created, and build on it.