Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
I just finished another post where I referenced this part of my story, and I realized that I should probably explain this vain attempt at telling my parents to provide a bit of context for Hello rock, meet hard place (coming 8/1/2019) before posting it. There is no huge reveal in this story, I don’t … Continue reading My “attempt” to talk about it with my parents
Undoubtedly at some point in your journey in the life of a little or ABDL you have felt alone. You have felt shame. You have felt uncertainty. Each of these feelings come as we wander around in the dare trying to understand what we are experiencing. Each of us have our own story, but so … Continue reading No one wants to feel broken
During today’s lesson it was discussed Peter and his association with the number three. He was told that he would deny the Savior three times, and as much as he fought that internally it happened. It wasn’t until the third time that he truly didn’t feel the impact of what he was doing as well … Continue reading Third Time’s a Charm? We don’t always get things the first time.
This began as an ending to Is this what it feels to be "little” But the more that I write I see that it may stand on its own. So I asked myself the question above. Should I expect this to evolve? Has it already? The quick answer is I don’t know. This has caused … Continue reading Does this evolve with me as I grow, experience, and age?
So much of life is deciding where to put your energy. What will I work on today, and how much effort will I put into it? If you have children that decision-making tree grows a lot more branches as your children have nine million questions and desires of their own. All to often we find … Continue reading Balancing your life and your little side
The hardest part about my journey to self acceptance and understanding has been that my person, my best friend is the person I cannot be little around. I cannot vent or be 100% vulnerable because of discomfort that is felt from both of us. I feel so conflicted and torn, but the person I would … Continue reading My person, my best, and the “whys” inside my head
I do not know if there is a hierarchy between being an Adult Baby, a Diaper Lover, and both. I had always considered myself a Diaper Lover because I couldn’t see myself playing a role. I was too adult for that. Yes, the guy who likes to wear diapers with prints on them is saying … Continue reading Is this what it feels to be “little”
My little side is a resource to me. I need to understand my little side and use it as a tool for a balanced, healthy life. I grew up thinking my little side, though I didn’t know what it was or what to call it back then, was something wrong with me. I still struggle … Continue reading I think my little wants to help me
Our lives are full of spiritual and meaningful experiences. If we are listening, we will constantly be given small nudges and bits of guidance to help us in our lives. Are we aware of them? Do we notice them? Even more, do we purposefully ignore them (we know it is occurring and choose to not … Continue reading The handful of life-altering events that shape our lives
All day I have wanted to be diapered. I had even talked with my wife about it, but our morning was not what it was expected to be. I didn’t want to add any discomfort to her, so I did what I’ve done countless times before. I internalized it, and tried to push the urge/desire/feeling … Continue reading Calling a spade, a spade (my little side)
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