Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
I have a powerful connection to music. I love listening to the beauty and math behind music. Progression and flow make sense to my brain. Beat matching and creating flow for a crowd are something that I rather enjoy. I have many memories tied to songs (both positive and painful), and I find answers through … Continue reading The power of music = the power of love
I wanted so much for my previous post, A series of unfortunate events, to help remove some of the emotional burden that I have been feeling. Typically writing is very therapeutic and helpful for me. For one of the first times ever I submitted the post feeling more worried and pained than when I began … Continue reading When help hurts
Unacceptable, that's how I felt after the previous conversations with my wife. How could I want to to wear a diaper when I can see what it caused to happen with my wife? I feel that I am unacceptable in how I feel for wanting to take the pivot I did in the last two … Continue reading Unacceptably Me
Why would anyone in their right mind want to wear a diaper in public? Well okay, why would anyone in their right mind CHOOSE to wear a diaper voluntarily, period?! So many times I have asked myself that kind of question without really having the answer within grasp. Yes, I wear diapers, and yes I … Continue reading Being empowered by wearing in public and wanting to tell a friend
Data and Facts can be confused or mixed in the wrong way when we are trying to solve a problem. Put simply, data is about counting and reporting. This can be how often something does or does not happen and can often be categorized and put into groupings. Facts are reports and descriptions of things … Continue reading Data and Facts – Problem Solving Series – Session 3
A book from my childhood. I had a day like that recently. It didn’t start out that way, and it helped me remember that every day isn’t all cupcakes. I’ve begun wearing onesies a little more often. Not every time, but I rather enjoy how they “feel” when I have one on. It extends the … Continue reading Alexander and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day
I have the hardest time with the word fetish as it relates to my ABDL side. The same goes for the word kink as well. We all have a word that we use to describe our connection with diapers, and I pull back when I hear people use the word fetish/kink. Fetish is defined as … Continue reading Kink, Fetish, Quirk? What words do we use?
During a follow up part of our conversation my wife shared that she might understand a little bit about what diapers do for me through her enjoyment of massages. My wife works in a high-stress environment and has a standing monthly massage that can be more frequent if she needs them. She related to me … Continue reading The parallel of a massage
“This isn’t going away, is it?” What a powerful question, and a bit of insight into the mind of my wife. I’m sure the last year hasn’t been easy. My wife and I picked up a conversation about diapers that wasn’t planned, and we covered a lot of topics and emotions. It was the best … Continue reading The strength of a spouse
I had another “little step” or small progression that deepened my love for my spouse. While gearing up for a day working in my home office I decided that I would pad up with a cloth-backed diaper. While they have trade offs in the use, absorbency, and smell department I can wear one more easily … Continue reading She was way too good at that!
Aberrantly Me 