Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
While talking with a diaper lover recently he asked me about what diapers feel like for me. What emotions they evoke, and how I was able to separate arousal from the comfort need to wear them. I hadn’t put a lot of thought down memory lane for some time in relation to my first adult … Continue reading What it felt like in the beginning
A few nights ago I was helping my youngest son with his spelling list for the week. He, like many six year old boys, has a very quick style of writing that sometimes resembles the English language. More than the way to spell the words I worked with him on focusing on how we wrote … Continue reading Being proud of something about you
It is interesting to me to see how the urge and desire of diapers have come and gone throughout my life. It may be partially opportunity and availability, and partially out of need. When I returned home from my mission I had the opportunity to wear more, and I remember being excited as it was … Continue reading Marriage and diapers, or wanting to “grow up”
The following is something I wrote after one of the first conversations I had with my wife. There is a lot of emotion in the writing, and I want to leave it written as I first wrote it. I don't want this to confuse people, but there is a space of time from when I … Continue reading “I’ll Try”
This isn’t even about wearing a diaper, this is more just a tidbit that makes me smile. Like previously said, I do not wear often or anywhere near the majority of the time in my life. A year or two ago I found myself outside preparing for an event when an incoming rain storm decided … Continue reading Peeing in the Rain
I just finished another post where I referenced this part of my story, and I realized that I should probably explain this vain attempt at telling my parents to provide a bit of context for Hello rock, meet hard place (coming 8/1/2019) before posting it. There is no huge reveal in this story, I don’t … Continue reading My “attempt” to talk about it with my parents
So I became a teen. Like most boys I began to learn a lot about myself and the associated changes I was encountering. At some point during this time of my life I remember that I was stimulated by diapers. I may have been the entire time, but this is when the connection made as … Continue reading Teen years, and less than favorable circumstances
I really feel like after about age 7 or 8 there was a long, dry spell in my relationship with diapers. Then I found myself at a Walmart. I remember these memories being at the same location, but perhaps they were not. I’m also not sure which of these events happened first, but I discovered … Continue reading Walmart has what?!
Depend became my brand of choice during my teenage years, or lack of choice since I knew of no other option that existed! Yet, they existed! White, simple, with three adhesive tapes. While at one of my earliest jobs I came across a pack of Depend Maximum Protection diapers, or fitted briefs for everyone else … Continue reading A teenage discovery
I do not know if there is a hierarchy between being an Adult Baby, a Diaper Lover, and both. I had always considered myself a Diaper Lover because I couldn’t see myself playing a role. I was too adult for that. Yes, the guy who likes to wear diapers with prints on them is saying … Continue reading Is this what it feels to be “little”
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