Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
When I first found out that they made diapers my size (I was a teenager at the time) and then making that first, eye-opening Yahoo! Search (everyone remember the results that popped up?!) I remember having the thought that I HAD to be a Diaper Lover, and not an Adult Baby. It seemed so far … Continue reading Is it okay to have an Adult Baby (little) side?
Wearing in public is not something new to me. I have become more and comfortable with wearing in public the more I do it. I feel that there are times when I can recall wearing in public has furthered my own acceptance of myself in diapers. A few in particular that come to mind are … Continue reading Small, defining moments of growth
Just when I think that I'm more or less just a diaper lover my little runs up, kicks me in the padded butt, and runs away. For this of us who have a little side, or who are aware of it, Little space is the place where I am able to allow myself to feel … Continue reading Little space and a romper
One of the things I’ve found interesting has been learning what my triggers are that help me feel little. It stems from experimentation, and some trial and error. One of my first “go-to” things has been Adult onsie PJs. I don’t have a footed pair, and I’ve even seen some that have covers for the … Continue reading Comfortable in PJs
This morning in Church I heard some wisdom from a rather unique child. Once a month there is an opportunity for people to stand up in front of the congregation and share what they believe. This boy and his father had an experience over the weekend where he was grateful for technology. It had saved … Continue reading Too much of something can lead us away
I’m finding that in the last few weeks, amidst all the emotion and ups and downs I am feeling like I am somewhat normalizing my diaper wearing. I am finding when I want to wear and working through the ins and outs regarding my family. While wearing diapers is becoming less of a tense thing, … Continue reading Normalizing my aberrant self
I doubled up last night as I was very hydrated. While getting ready this morning I found that my most outer layer was still dry. I don’t typically wear at work, but decided it was ready to go and so was I. I enjoy the space that I am in when adulting in diapers. I … Continue reading Friends I may never know
Undoubtedly at some point in your journey in the life of a little or ABDL you have felt alone. You have felt shame. You have felt uncertainty. Each of these feelings come as we wander around in the dare trying to understand what we are experiencing. Each of us have our own story, but so … Continue reading No one wants to feel broken
What are we willing to give, and for what cause? During the Fourth of July holiday week/end I had been thinking about the armed servicemen and women of the United States of America. The sacrifice they give each and every day so we can live in a manner we choose. Coupled with that I watched … Continue reading Sacrifice, or what we are willing to give
Today, in the United States, we honor and thank all of those in our past, present, and future endeavors that enable us to live in the freedoms we enjoy each and every day. I wanted to take a second and thank all of those who give of themselves each day. They give of themselves, at … Continue reading Freedom to be little, because of the big
Aberrantly Me 