Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
There have been many times that I have stood in front of a mirror I have at my house and seen myself in a diaper. I shame and berate myself for what I am. What kind of a person am I?! For more than thirty years I would do that to myself with no positive … Continue reading Self acceptance and who I allow myself to be
I wanted so much for my previous post, A series of unfortunate events, to help remove some of the emotional burden that I have been feeling. Typically writing is very therapeutic and helpful for me. For one of the first times ever I submitted the post feeling more worried and pained than when I began … Continue reading When help hurts
Why would anyone in their right mind want to wear a diaper in public? Well okay, why would anyone in their right mind CHOOSE to wear a diaper voluntarily, period?! So many times I have asked myself that kind of question without really having the answer within grasp. Yes, I wear diapers, and yes I … Continue reading Being empowered by wearing in public and wanting to tell a friend
My children, like many others, are drawn to our local ice cream shop. We drive past it most days, and so it constantly presents itself to my kids. Luring them in for an escape, a taste of something sweeter than they typically consume on a daily basis. I, like most other parents, limit the times … Continue reading Barely eaten ice cream (Why we do things)
Recently on our Discord Server (message me if you’d like an invite) someone who goes by the name sirdinosaur1104 posed the question about goals regarding our significant others. While people chimed in I saw pieces of their answers in my own life. I think there are “mile markers” or significant milestones along the road that … Continue reading A Friend’s Voice – The road to where we want to be
I think we have all felt like the bearded woman at some point in our journey as Adult Babies and Diaper Lovers. Music has always had a powerful place in my life. It has highlighted my ups and downs throughout my life. Even now as I’m writing this post, I have it playing in the … Continue reading This is me
We all wear masks, not most of the time it is not on Halloween. These masks let us hide a portion of ourselves from the world. A part of ourselves that we are not vulnerable enough to expose to others around us. This does not mean that being a little is either all or nothing, … Continue reading Our Masks
I have a number of ideas for posts that I write down when I know that I don’t have time to actually draft out a post. This title was one of them, and I noticed a bit of a theme in some of the other titles without content in my list. The longer that I … Continue reading The power of positive padding!
While emailing back and forth with another Diaper Lover I made a comment that he pointed out. “I want diapers, but I don’t want to want diapers.” It is that internal battle that racks so many of us as we grow up, often siloed to ourselves, trying to figure this out. Why would anyone want … Continue reading I want diapers, but I don’t want to want diapers.
Not fifteen minutes after I finished writing maybe it's not binge Purge I had a moment. A moment I would definitely classify as "life-alerting." It has been a rough few weeks, and a roller coaster seems appropriate, but not accurate. My feelings have been all over the map. I had fought back and forth between … Continue reading “I’m good”
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