Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
A parallel in acceptance and incorporation into my life For as long as I can remember I have suffered with this. There hasn't been a time in my life that I felt free of the pain and struggle that comes with it. It comes out of nowhere, without explainable (to me) origin, and can plague … Continue reading Migraines and Diapers
I think we have all felt like the bearded woman at some point in our journey as Adult Babies and Diaper Lovers. Music has always had a powerful place in my life. It has highlighted my ups and downs throughout my life. Even now as I’m writing this post, I have it playing in the … Continue reading This is me
Just when I think that I'm more or less just a diaper lover my little runs up, kicks me in the padded butt, and runs away. For this of us who have a little side, or who are aware of it, Little space is the place where I am able to allow myself to feel … Continue reading Little space and a romper
While taking just a few moments during my day on the computer I saw an email come in from the Church. My inbox is never empty, and there is always something to do. For some reason I took the moment and clicked on the email, and found the blog post Come as you are; Bring … Continue reading Our imperfect self is good enough
I have been blessed with the friendship of fellow littles (AB/DL) in my journey to understand myself, and the journey my wife and I are on incorporating diapers into our lives. The first, real connection and what I now consider a friendship comes from a friend we’ll call Seth. He helped me feel for the … Continue reading A Friend’s Voice – Seth – Understanding Scrupulosity
*Sorry for missing my Sunday post. I have been unavailable, and have been playing catch up with my study of the last principle. I also didn’t realize how much I would have to write about this last principle, but I feel like I am using it to wrap up my study of this book. In … Continue reading Principle 12 – I [was] desirous that my family should partake
This morning I began the day feeling off. I had the prompting to open my laptop and write something. I didn’t know what I would write, but felt that being able to type out what I was feeling would help me get my day started off better. I had previously put a few notes down … Continue reading It is a struggle every day, every day, every day
There is a spectrum in the ABDL community. An oversimplification of this would be to consider Diaper Lovers on one side, and Adult Babies on the other. I have meet littles and DLs on various places on the spectrum. The reasoning and placement of ourselves along the spectrum is the resultant of many, many variables. … Continue reading Being big enough to be a little
While studying for this chapter I found some quote that spoke about the future, and how business leaders and innovators look to the future. "Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." -- Søren Kierkegaard "A person can change his future by merely changing his attitude." -- Earl Nightingale "Always remember … Continue reading Principle 11 – Counsel With the Lord in All Thy Doings
This last week has brought so many emotions, so many experiences that I couldn’t wrap them into one blog post if I wanted to. While wrapping up some work travel I was beginning to pack back up and get everything in order for the return trip when I saw two fortune cookies from some lunch … Continue reading Fortune Cookies
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