Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
Life in diapers, especially since sharing all of myself to my wife, has felt a lot like a country two-step. Two steps forward, and one step back. The last few months have come in a roller coaster of emotions where consistency wasn’t a luxury. The silver lining is that I still feel like we are … Continue reading Sometimes It’s not okay, and that’s okay
Everyone has a mechanism with how they deal with fear. For each and everyone of us it is something different. In a time where we are social distanced and coping with with a myriad of stresses we must: 1 - know what our mechanisms are 2 - acknowledge to firstly ourselves, and if needed others, … Continue reading Coping Mechanisms and when shame creeps in
My wife has asked me on a number of occasions where we are headed with diapers, or if there is some ultimate goal that I have. I have told her multiple times that I do not have a specific endpoint in mind. My goal, my ultimate view of success, is that we are happy together. … Continue reading Where are we heading?
I believe it is safe to say that I’m hard-headed at times. I know my wife would tell you that, but like most things I have a hard time seeing something right in front of my own face. This past week has taught me a new level of emotion, as well as the realization that … Continue reading A new depth of feeling
We find solace in the most interesting places. Answers come if you are looking for them, and have a heart open to it. This wasn’t a direct answer to anything that I had been searching for, but it was a moment where I felt like I connected with another experience, albeit fictitious. These moments or … Continue reading Cinder, another Book Review “ish”
Earlier this year I message Rosalie Bent a number of times as I began my journey. I had purchased Coffee with Rosie earlier and had discussed it a bit with her as I began talking to my wife about diapers. During our conversations she sent me something else to read that she thought might benefit … Continue reading Book Review (sorta) and Creating Healthy Boundaries
A parallel in acceptance and incorporation into my life For as long as I can remember I have suffered with this. There hasn't been a time in my life that I felt free of the pain and struggle that comes with it. It comes out of nowhere, without explainable (to me) origin, and can plague … Continue reading Migraines and Diapers
I think we have all felt like the bearded woman at some point in our journey as Adult Babies and Diaper Lovers. Music has always had a powerful place in my life. It has highlighted my ups and downs throughout my life. Even now as I’m writing this post, I have it playing in the … Continue reading This is me
Just when I think that I'm more or less just a diaper lover my little runs up, kicks me in the padded butt, and runs away. For this of us who have a little side, or who are aware of it, Little space is the place where I am able to allow myself to feel … Continue reading Little space and a romper
While taking just a few moments during my day on the computer I saw an email come in from the Church. My inbox is never empty, and there is always something to do. For some reason I took the moment and clicked on the email, and found the blog post Come as you are; Bring … Continue reading Our imperfect self is good enough
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