Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
Growth comes from trial. Growth comes from pain. We often don’t like it, and most often don’t enjoy it. Rightfully so, it hurts. Often though, we like the result or outcome of the growth. I’m presently working to lose some weight, and part of that is being uncomfortable with not eating everything in sight. Shocking, … Continue reading Growth
We did it! We’ve made it through “You’re Not Broken” or you’ve at least made it through my hopefully coherent ramblings about self acceptance and growth as an Adult Baby Diaper Lover (or ABDL). My question to both myself, and to you, is “where do we go from here?” What have you learned? What have … Continue reading Now what? – You’re Not Broken – Chapter 13
Nothing like a little bit of advice from Doctor Strange to line you out a bit while you are relaxing and watching a movie.. It has been a while since I’ve been to a theater, but I wasn’t going to let the Internet spoil this movie so I headed down to our local silver screen … Continue reading Trying to live two different lives
A bit of a disclaimer: This is the part about being an ABDL that I have the hardest time with, and it is very hard for me to try and compose my thought enough where it feels coherent. My affinity for diapers is not primarily a kink, but I feel there may be an element … Continue reading Diapers and Intimacy (there and back again)
Our thoughts are powerful. So much of how we view ourselves, with or without diapers, come from the thoughts that fill our own minds. I know that I’ve walked past the same mirror in my bedroom and had drastically different thoughts. They have been accepting and positive, and at other times shaming and hurtful. Those … Continue reading The power of your mindset
There are moments that exist within the walls of our mind where we struggle, battle, converse, and reconcile who we are with ourselves. These can be the most gratifying or painful conversations that we ever have. All too often we avoid these conversations because they are painful. Growth, change, and improvement is painful. Like most … Continue reading Sculpting our best selves
Wearing in public is not something new to me. I have become more and comfortable with wearing in public the more I do it. I feel that there are times when I can recall wearing in public has furthered my own acceptance of myself in diapers. A few in particular that come to mind are … Continue reading Small, defining moments of growth
I have a powerful connection to music. I love listening to the beauty and math behind music. Progression and flow make sense to my brain. Beat matching and creating flow for a crowd are something that I rather enjoy. I have many memories tied to songs (both positive and painful), and I find answers through … Continue reading The power of music = the power of love
I have the hardest time with the word fetish as it relates to my ABDL side. The same goes for the word kink as well. We all have a word that we use to describe our connection with diapers, and I pull back when I hear people use the word fetish/kink. Fetish is defined as … Continue reading Kink, Fetish, Quirk? What words do we use?
I’m beginning a series of workshop classes that will span over the coming months. I really enjoyed working through a previous series (Heart-to-Heart), and drawing parallels to my ABDL life. While I’m sitting here with CEOs, directors, and other leaders talking about their expectations of the coursework I am also drawing links in my own … Continue reading Problem Solving (a series) – Beginning
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