Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
I didn’t realize the difference those three words could make. Sitting here thinking about who I was over five years ago, and where I was in an interesting thought exercise. This was before many hard conversations with my wife. This was before a world-wide pandemic. This was before meeting hundreds of people I now consider … Continue reading Accepting, Acceptance, Embracing
Growth comes from trial. Growth comes from pain. We often don’t like it, and most often don’t enjoy it. Rightfully so, it hurts. Often though, we like the result or outcome of the growth. I’m presently working to lose some weight, and part of that is being uncomfortable with not eating everything in sight. Shocking, … Continue reading Growth
Three different runs, with three different coaches, that all brought a similar message back to me. I had been really struggling with myself, and many of the pressures and stresses that surrounded me. Here, in the quiet and dark I found the voices of a pre-recorded, guided run telling me a similar message (perhaps that … Continue reading Every diaper is different
During family scripture study this year we have been discussing the Old Testament. If your family is anything like mine we have historically focused less on these books in the Bible. My wife has been doing a great job in helping the children stay consistent in their studies, and we’ve had some discussions outside the … Continue reading “My heart is softening” – My wife’s growth
I have this habit of not allowing myself to wear a diaper from time to time. I haven’t ever been able to nail down the reason why, but this time around I’m leaning on external stressors that are the cause of me not allowing myself the space and time to wear. It has always kept … Continue reading Let yourself love yourself
What brings value, and what is fluff or French fries? We reach for diapers for different reasons, and for far too long in my life I only reached for them when I wanted fluff. I let the surface emotions rule my wearing, and would binge of the ice cream and sweetness that was wearing a … Continue reading The menu of life, and what we order
We did it! We’ve made it through “You’re Not Broken” or you’ve at least made it through my hopefully coherent ramblings about self acceptance and growth as an Adult Baby Diaper Lover (or ABDL). My question to both myself, and to you, is “where do we go from here?” What have you learned? What have … Continue reading Now what? – You’re Not Broken – Chapter 13
If you want to grow, familiarize yourself with being uncomfortable. It is in that space where we are outside of our comfort zone in which we can improve ourselves in all aspects of life. When I began running and exercising everything hurt. It was a continuation of running and exercising coupled with better eating and … Continue reading 300 pages and 200 posts
A bit of a disclaimer: This is the part about being an ABDL that I have the hardest time with, and it is very hard for me to try and compose my thought enough where it feels coherent. My affinity for diapers is not primarily a kink, but I feel there may be an element … Continue reading Diapers and Intimacy (there and back again)
Recently as I’ve been trying to normalize some of the things in my life again I've picked back up a HIIT (High Intensity Interval Training) workout routine and am beginning to reincorporate running into my life. With this wanted change comes the need to make some modifications to my daily routine as well to help … Continue reading A week without wearing
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