Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
In our Church the young men are “Called To Serve” when they turn 18 to dedicate two years of their lives as missionaries. Young ladies are able, but not requested/required to serve when they turn 19 and for eighteen months. These two are an opportunity to grow as a person through selfless service to the … Continue reading Bearing the burden of diapers, and being Called To Serve
I’m finding that in the last few weeks, amidst all the emotion and ups and downs I am feeling like I am somewhat normalizing my diaper wearing. I am finding when I want to wear and working through the ins and outs regarding my family. While wearing diapers is becoming less of a tense thing, … Continue reading Normalizing my aberrant self
I’ve gone diapered this last few mornings. Not a normal start of the day for me. Since getting some new diapers that are lower cut I gave them a try at work and really liked them. One of the two days I wore a booster as well, which was a bonus. It has been interesting … Continue reading Maybe it’s not binge/purge
This feels a bit like binge and purge again. Perhaps I had experienced it in another way aside from just throwing everything diaper-related away in hopes of never thinking about it again in a moment of weakness when I reached out to my journal to share myself with the blank pages to the story of … Continue reading Journaling my diapers, just to rip it out
There is an individual and family study program developed for the members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. This program is called Come, Follow Me and it provides a study guide for my family to have Gospel discussions in our home throughout the week. We began our week talking about being united … Continue reading United
I doubled up last night as I was very hydrated. While getting ready this morning I found that my most outer layer was still dry. I don’t typically wear at work, but decided it was ready to go and so was I. I enjoy the space that I am in when adulting in diapers. I … Continue reading Friends I may never know
It has been a roller coaster of emotions the last few days. There has been little balance or stability, and I have to find a way to get right. The issue is that there is more than one thing out of whack, and that has been exacerbating the issue. If this was just about diapers … Continue reading That’s it, Honeymoon period is over, I don’t like myself again..
All too often we associate repentance with negative feelings. It isn’t too hard to make that correlation because if often comes after we acknowledge that we have done something wrong. In a talk this morning a missionary said “Don’t think of repentance as a bad thing”, but as an opportunity for growth. An opportunity to … Continue reading Repentance is not a bad thing
The following is something I wrote after one of the first conversations I had with my wife. There is a lot of emotion in the writing, and I want to leave it written as I first wrote it. I don't want this to confuse people, but there is a space of time from when I … Continue reading “I’ll Try”
This isn’t even about wearing a diaper, this is more just a tidbit that makes me smile. Like previously said, I do not wear often or anywhere near the majority of the time in my life. A year or two ago I found myself outside preparing for an event when an incoming rain storm decided … Continue reading Peeing in the Rain
Aberrantly Me 