Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
Three different runs, with three different coaches, that all brought a similar message back to me. I had been really struggling with myself, and many of the pressures and stresses that surrounded me. Here, in the quiet and dark I found the voices of a pre-recorded, guided run telling me a similar message (perhaps that … Continue reading Every diaper is different
I sense a theme in my own life as I had written potential post ideas down for later conceptualization and developing thoughts into words for a post. The three latest topics I have written down refer to action and discretion. This is the first I have decided to revisit because it is the oldest on … Continue reading The Difference Between “Can” and “Should”
I feel like I have written two similar posts at two different times (this one and Let yourself love yourself), but I want to leave them both as separate streams of consciousness because of the impact that writing has on my life. I apologize if they are redundant. These are the two things that are … Continue reading Running and diapers
This question has the power to penetrate each and every one of us. It can be a small version of the question when we are thinking of volunteering to coach a little league team, the medium version of the question where we are considering applying for a new position or career, or the supersized version … Continue reading Am I Enough?
During family scripture study this year we have been discussing the Old Testament. If your family is anything like mine we have historically focused less on these books in the Bible. My wife has been doing a great job in helping the children stay consistent in their studies, and we’ve had some discussions outside the … Continue reading “My heart is softening” – My wife’s growth
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XdKzUbAiswE In the middle of a movie that talks about a girl finding her place and owning her own truth I found connection in the way ABDLs search for acceptance and understanding with ourselves and those around us. While no story or relationship can be completely apples to apples I feel there are some common … Continue reading Turning Red
I have this habit of not allowing myself to wear a diaper from time to time. I haven’t ever been able to nail down the reason why, but this time around I’m leaning on external stressors that are the cause of me not allowing myself the space and time to wear. It has always kept … Continue reading Let yourself love yourself
What brings value, and what is fluff or French fries? We reach for diapers for different reasons, and for far too long in my life I only reached for them when I wanted fluff. I let the surface emotions rule my wearing, and would binge of the ice cream and sweetness that was wearing a … Continue reading The menu of life, and what we order
We did it! We’ve made it through “You’re Not Broken” or you’ve at least made it through my hopefully coherent ramblings about self acceptance and growth as an Adult Baby Diaper Lover (or ABDL). My question to both myself, and to you, is “where do we go from here?” What have you learned? What have … Continue reading Now what? – You’re Not Broken – Chapter 13
If you want to grow, familiarize yourself with being uncomfortable. It is in that space where we are outside of our comfort zone in which we can improve ourselves in all aspects of life. When I began running and exercising everything hurt. It was a continuation of running and exercising coupled with better eating and … Continue reading 300 pages and 200 posts
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