Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
It happened. The thought entered my mind again, but in a new way. Get rid of the things, because throwing something away is the best way to never think about it again. (not so much). The difference in this thought process, as opposed to my previous binge/purge thoughts, is that it surrounds the digital footprint … Continue reading Binge and Purge, digitally and diapers
There is an individual and family study program developed for the members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. This program is called Come, Follow Me and it provides a study guide for my family to have Gospel discussions in our home throughout the week. We began our week talking about being united … Continue reading United
I doubled up last night as I was very hydrated. While getting ready this morning I found that my most outer layer was still dry. I don’t typically wear at work, but decided it was ready to go and so was I. I enjoy the space that I am in when adulting in diapers. I … Continue reading Friends I may never know
It has been a roller coaster of emotions the last few days. There has been little balance or stability, and I have to find a way to get right. The issue is that there is more than one thing out of whack, and that has been exacerbating the issue. If this was just about diapers … Continue reading That’s it, Honeymoon period is over, I don’t like myself again..
All too often we associate repentance with negative feelings. It isn’t too hard to make that correlation because if often comes after we acknowledge that we have done something wrong. In a talk this morning a missionary said “Don’t think of repentance as a bad thing”, but as an opportunity for growth. An opportunity to … Continue reading Repentance is not a bad thing
The following is something I wrote after one of the first conversations I had with my wife. There is a lot of emotion in the writing, and I want to leave it written as I first wrote it. I don't want this to confuse people, but there is a space of time from when I … Continue reading “I’ll Try”
This isn’t even about wearing a diaper, this is more just a tidbit that makes me smile. Like previously said, I do not wear often or anywhere near the majority of the time in my life. A year or two ago I found myself outside preparing for an event when an incoming rain storm decided … Continue reading Peeing in the Rain
We are visiting a church in another town this weekend. A different congregation, with a completely different dynamic from our typical Sunday. It is not out of the ordinary to be greeted by a number of people when visiting another Ward (what our church calls the geographic boundaries that constitute a congregation) before the Sacrament … Continue reading Visiting, feeling like an outsider, and extending a smile to someone in need
The emotions behind self-discovery and comprehension and the battle to try and share yourself with someone else. I am sure that every ABDL at some point has experienced some version of this. Whether it be within themselves or the desire to have a conversation with someone else we have all struggled with this internal desire … Continue reading Hello rock, meet hard place
I just finished another post where I referenced this part of my story, and I realized that I should probably explain this vain attempt at telling my parents to provide a bit of context for Hello rock, meet hard place (coming 8/1/2019) before posting it. There is no huge reveal in this story, I don’t … Continue reading My “attempt” to talk about it with my parents
Aberrantly Me 