Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
I’m still me, even in diapers. The powerful realization that despite all the shame and self bashing of how I must be a horrible person for having a connection with diapers that I am still able to do good things. I am still able to be useful to God and his Son. Standing in front … Continue reading Standing proud, even while padded
During a follow up part of our conversation my wife shared that she might understand a little bit about what diapers do for me through her enjoyment of massages. My wife works in a high-stress environment and has a standing monthly massage that can be more frequent if she needs them. She related to me … Continue reading The parallel of a massage
“This isn’t going away, is it?” What a powerful question, and a bit of insight into the mind of my wife. I’m sure the last year hasn’t been easy. My wife and I picked up a conversation about diapers that wasn’t planned, and we covered a lot of topics and emotions. It was the best … Continue reading The strength of a spouse
Recently on our Discord Server (message me if you’d like an invite) someone who goes by the name sirdinosaur1104 posed the question about goals regarding our significant others. While people chimed in I saw pieces of their answers in my own life. I think there are “mile markers” or significant milestones along the road that … Continue reading A Friend’s Voice – The road to where we want to be
There are so many versions of this quote, but the last few times I heard it in a meeting or a Facebook post, or in passing it resonated with me in a different way. Whatever we put out time, attention, and passion into will grow (whether that be healthy or destructive). So many time when … Continue reading What we choose to focus on will grow
We all have that thing that takes us to a place of peace. For some of us it is an experience or activity. For some of us it is an object. What is your weighted blanket, diaper, or pacifier? Through a little series of experiences I think I’m seeing something that provides that to my … Continue reading Not all pacifiers are pacis
Why is it in our moments of pure elation and happiness, that we turn to think about what is going to mess it up and bring us back down? There I was, four days into an amazing week. Great things had happened, I had been working out, eating right, and checking all the boxes I … Continue reading On top of the world
The last year has taught me a lot about myself. I’m learning how much I didn’t allow myself to understand about myself. I spent three decades trying to hide part of myself from anyone else, but more importantly from myself. I would binge amidst feelings and desires I didn’t understand, and then be ashamed of … Continue reading One minute of patience
I am constantly in the middle of a book or three. I recently had a book shown to me called Crucial Conversations: Tools for Talking When Stakes Are High. I approach books like this with what I currently am working on in my personal, professional, and spiritual life. Typically there is one smoking gun I … Continue reading Book Review – Crucial Conversations
I have been working through a number of trials in the last few months. Each of these trials, individually, would not seem to be daunting and overpowering, yet combined they have entangled me in a trap of emotional bondage. 2020 has proved to be aberrant, and does not show signs of slowing down in its … Continue reading Comfort in Trials
Aberrantly Me 