Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
In my own life I have what I call my “big 3.” They are even referenced in the header of my blog. Having a desire to wear diapers as a teenager and adult is one of my big three. It is something that is part of who I am for as long as I can … Continue reading What is rooted inside us
More often than not we choose not to leverage the power of the Gospel in our lives. We make the choice to let go of the Iron Rod, and stumble in the dark. This life is about gaining our mortal bodies, and learning through our own experiences and choices. Through our strife, our troubles, our … Continue reading The burdens we choose to bear alone (when we don’t have to)
I have the hardest time with the word fetish as it relates to my ABDL side. The same goes for the word kink as well. We all have a word that we use to describe our connection with diapers, and I pull back when I hear people use the word fetish/kink. Fetish is defined as … Continue reading Kink, Fetish, Quirk? What words do we use?
I’m beginning a series of workshop classes that will span over the coming months. I really enjoyed working through a previous series (Heart-to-Heart), and drawing parallels to my ABDL life. While I’m sitting here with CEOs, directors, and other leaders talking about their expectations of the coursework I am also drawing links in my own … Continue reading Problem Solving (a series) – Beginning
My children, like many others, are drawn to our local ice cream shop. We drive past it most days, and so it constantly presents itself to my kids. Luring them in for an escape, a taste of something sweeter than they typically consume on a daily basis. I, like most other parents, limit the times … Continue reading Barely eaten ice cream (Why we do things)
We all have experiences that shape our lives. These might be huge events or small moments in the history of our lives, but they occur. There are times these experiences become immediately useful to us, and other times we may not incorporate them into who we are for years. There are lesser times, unfortunate times, … Continue reading The moments we might not even remember
Adult Baby, an oxymoron if there ever was one. It is probably the biggest struggle I have now in my life in diapers. Allowing myself to wear them, and allowing myself to be/feel “little.” We lead a very busy life, and there isn’t a ton of free/spare time. I often incorporate my wearing with other … Continue reading Balancing Bread Winner and Baby Powder
I’ve been noticing in the past few months that when I don’t feel physically good that I turn to diapers as part of my recovery methods. I have suffered from migraines my entire life, and lately they have been bad. I wake up with them, so it is hard to determine a trigger. I have … Continue reading Feeling sick brings out the little in me
The longer I continue down this path of self-acceptance, understanding, and incorporating diapers into my life the more I see the relevancy of making goals or mapping out where I am heading. To quote Alice’s exchange with the Cheshire Cat in Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland: https://youtu.be/G4fHre-yRPY “Would you tell me, please, which way I ought … Continue reading Being SMART with diapers
I had the opportunity to be around a large number of people over a weekend last year. More than normal. We had been preparing for an event for months, and as the event began and progressed a weight began to lift that I had been bearing across my shoulders. With each section of the event … Continue reading We are all different, and we are all the same.
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