Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
Sitting around my family as I began reading this book I found myself shielding the title on the spine and the cover with my hands and legs. This occurred for two reasons. One, I wasn’t prepared for this family get-together to turn into me explaining what AB/DL was. This is a conversation that I doubt … Continue reading What is AB/DL and Age Play? – You’re Not Broken – Chapter 1
When I first began typing after reviewing my notes I typed the name of the book as “You’re Not Alone” instead of the proper title, You’re Not Broken. After beginning to correct myself I found this a very appropriate Freudian slip, and wanted to at least point out that I had done it more than … Continue reading Here we go again.. – You’re Not Broken – Introduction
When I first found out that they made diapers my size (I was a teenager at the time) and then making that first, eye-opening Yahoo! Search (everyone remember the results that popped up?!) I remember having the thought that I HAD to be a Diaper Lover, and not an Adult Baby. It seemed so far … Continue reading Is it okay to have an Adult Baby (little) side?
Am I All In? During a recent Stake Conference (multi-congregational gathering of members of my Church) the topic of one of the speakers was centered around the concept of being "all in." He was referring to the concept of being all in with the Gospel, and our dedication to our faith. Stories of trial, and … Continue reading Being “all in” with who we are
There have been many times that I have stood in front of a mirror I have at my house and seen myself in a diaper. I shame and berate myself for what I am. What kind of a person am I?! For more than thirty years I would do that to myself with no positive … Continue reading Self acceptance and who I allow myself to be
I’m still me, even in diapers. The powerful realization that despite all the shame and self bashing of how I must be a horrible person for having a connection with diapers that I am still able to do good things. I am still able to be useful to God and his Son. Standing in front … Continue reading Standing proud, even while padded
When we learn to accept and understand ourselves, we are able to begin speaking "our" language. The language of who we truly are. Finding our own voice, and learning how to articulate that to first ourselves and then others will empower us to become better people. This concept came from my little sister who, at … Continue reading Speaking YOUR language
I got an email from someone who has been reading the blog. He was looking for advise on how to communicate his desire to wear diapers to his wife of four years. They have been married for four years, and recently welcomed their second bundle of joy into the world. We’ve only communicated over the … Continue reading Timing is everything
In a story plagued with self-shame and comparison for August there is a glimmer of hope as he searches for his place in the world around him. For the majority of his childhood he is home schooled, and avoids exposing himself to the criticisms of life. He eventually finds himself in Middle School where he … Continue reading Wonder (Book Review) & Reflections
I think we have all felt like the bearded woman at some point in our journey as Adult Babies and Diaper Lovers. Music has always had a powerful place in my life. It has highlighted my ups and downs throughout my life. Even now as I’m writing this post, I have it playing in the … Continue reading This is me
Aberrantly Me 