Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
I have this habit of not allowing myself to wear a diaper from time to time. I haven’t ever been able to nail down the reason why, but this time around I’m leaning on external stressors that are the cause of me not allowing myself the space and time to wear. It has always kept … Continue reading Let yourself love yourself
My life, it seems, comes in waves of positives and negatives. I don’t know why, but it seems there is a consistent, “when it rains, it pours” things happening in my life. So much to the point that when I acknowledge mentally that things are going well, and I immediately begin to wonder what will … Continue reading Imploding
A lot of introspection has happened in the last week. I decided I would try and remove diapers, and the things that made me think of them. I want to NOT WANT THEM, and again I feel weak and like a failure because I cannot remove them from my life. My intentions of making things … Continue reading A series of unfortunate events
Waiting on the Lord - Jeffrey R. Holland https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3DVpRFRFKME We get so tired with our desire to wear diapers. Something that has been placed on our shoulders that we didn’t ask for. How long do we wait for relief? So many of our questions surrounding diapers begin with “Why?” We ask why a trail or … Continue reading Taking the first step amidst our trials
We all have experiences that shape our lives. These might be huge events or small moments in the history of our lives, but they occur. There are times these experiences become immediately useful to us, and other times we may not incorporate them into who we are for years. There are lesser times, unfortunate times, … Continue reading The moments we might not even remember
A parallel in acceptance and incorporation into my life For as long as I can remember I have suffered with this. There hasn't been a time in my life that I felt free of the pain and struggle that comes with it. It comes out of nowhere, without explainable (to me) origin, and can plague … Continue reading Migraines and Diapers
..I wanted to go back before it posted and call it Consistently inconsistent, which I feel better captures the play on words I was going for, but here we are... I'm not going to change the links at this point. 🙂 Death and taxes, everything else is up for grabs.. In the last few months … Continue reading Inconsistently consistent
I’ve gone diapered this last few mornings. Not a normal start of the day for me. Since getting some new diapers that are lower cut I gave them a try at work and really liked them. One of the two days I wore a booster as well, which was a bonus. It has been interesting … Continue reading Maybe it’s not binge/purge
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