Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
What are we willing to give, and for what cause? During the Fourth of July holiday week/end I had been thinking about the armed servicemen and women of the United States of America. The sacrifice they give each and every day so we can live in a manner we choose. Coupled with that I watched … Continue reading Sacrifice, or what we are willing to give
Today, in the United States, we honor and thank all of those in our past, present, and future endeavors that enable us to live in the freedoms we enjoy each and every day. I wanted to take a second and thank all of those who give of themselves each day. They give of themselves, at … Continue reading Freedom to be little, because of the big
The hardest part about my journey to self acceptance and understanding has been that my person, my best friend is the person I cannot be little around. I cannot vent or be 100% vulnerable because of discomfort that is felt from both of us. I feel so conflicted and torn, but the person I would … Continue reading My person, my best, and the “whys” inside my head
I do not know if there is a hierarchy between being an Adult Baby, a Diaper Lover, and both. I had always considered myself a Diaper Lover because I couldn’t see myself playing a role. I was too adult for that. Yes, the guy who likes to wear diapers with prints on them is saying … Continue reading Is this what it feels to be “little”
Sitting in Church it is often surprising (although it should not be any more..) that I come with questions and thoughts in my mind, and there are topics discussed that reach to me in aid. We had a teenage boy and then a couple speak during the main Sacrament meeting in church today about Patriotism … Continue reading Our choices, an opportunity for growth or regret
I do not have a lot of detail about this memory, but I do remember that it happened, and in the course my story I find that this would have bearing. The first time I decided to wear a diaper around other people. (The first time I can recall anyways). Like many of my first … Continue reading Wearing in Public, an early first
My little side is a resource to me. I need to understand my little side and use it as a tool for a balanced, healthy life. I grew up thinking my little side, though I didn’t know what it was or what to call it back then, was something wrong with me. I still struggle … Continue reading I think my little wants to help me
Our lives are full of spiritual and meaningful experiences. If we are listening, we will constantly be given small nudges and bits of guidance to help us in our lives. Are we aware of them? Do we notice them? Even more, do we purposefully ignore them (we know it is occurring and choose to not … Continue reading The handful of life-altering events that shape our lives
All day I have wanted to be diapered. I had even talked with my wife about it, but our morning was not what it was expected to be. I didn’t want to add any discomfort to her, so I did what I’ve done countless times before. I internalized it, and tried to push the urge/desire/feeling … Continue reading Calling a spade, a spade (my little side)
Today I had an interesting experience. I think it was a realization of something that has happened before, and perhaps I’m putting the two things together for the first time. Then again, correlation does not necessarily imply causation, and I could be making a lot out of nothing. Let’s go down the rabbit hold anyway. … Continue reading I think I met my little today
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