Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
This morning I began the day feeling off. I had the prompting to open my laptop and write something. I didn’t know what I would write, but felt that being able to type out what I was feeling would help me get my day started off better. I had previously put a few notes down … Continue reading It is a struggle every day, every day, every day
There is a spectrum in the ABDL community. An oversimplification of this would be to consider Diaper Lovers on one side, and Adult Babies on the other. I have meet littles and DLs on various places on the spectrum. The reasoning and placement of ourselves along the spectrum is the resultant of many, many variables. … Continue reading Being big enough to be a little
While studying for this chapter I found some quote that spoke about the future, and how business leaders and innovators look to the future. "Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." -- Søren Kierkegaard "A person can change his future by merely changing his attitude." -- Earl Nightingale "Always remember … Continue reading Principle 11 – Counsel With the Lord in All Thy Doings
This last week has brought so many emotions, so many experiences that I couldn’t wrap them into one blog post if I wanted to. While wrapping up some work travel I was beginning to pack back up and get everything in order for the return trip when I saw two fortune cookies from some lunch … Continue reading Fortune Cookies
My thoughts feel more like notes this week. My studies were different than that past few, so how I recorded my thoughts about this principle definitely feel like they are reflected in these words. The process becomes cyclical. We begin to see a pattern in behavior where we must return to earlier principles and reapply … Continue reading Heart to Heart – Principle 10, Retain A Remission of Your Sins
I use the term littles generally, meaning ABDLs. I know there are distinguishing factors, but I feel like littles is much easier and nicer to say than ABDLs. Littles feels friendlier, feels more like family/community. Anyway.. I recently went on a hike. What made this hike different than others I have taken in the past … Continue reading Atop a mountain, thinking about other littles
“We demonstrate our sincerity by taking action.” Here we see the element of action come back that I have been looking for. The first eight principles focused on grace and how much nothing we are. Perhaps this principle will bring back the action into “faith without works is dead.” The committee of voices that dictate … Continue reading Heart to Heart – Principle 9, Blessed are the Peacemakers
One of the things I’ve found interesting has been learning what my triggers are that help me feel little. It stems from experimentation, and some trial and error. One of my first “go-to” things has been Adult onsie PJs. I don’t have a footed pair, and I’ve even seen some that have covers for the … Continue reading Comfortable in PJs
How hard is it to be a peacemaker? How hard is it to WANT to be a peacemaker. Recently, I’ve found myself in the middle of some family tension that I did not create. Also, I have found tension and issue at work that is the same. I do not believe that I caused the … Continue reading Heart to Heart – Principe 8, They Buried [Their] Weapons of War, for Peace
During this time of the year there is an abundance of gym memberships, goals, and fad-dieting brought into people’s lives. We want to make changes, but do we commit? Do we resolve to change ourselves? The definition of resolve uses the words “firm determination” more than once in its various definitions. We all want to: … Continue reading What do we resolve to be?
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