My life, it seems, comes in waves of positives and negatives.  I don’t know why, but it seems there is a consistent, “when it rains, it pours” things happening in my life.  So much to the point that when I acknowledge mentally that things are going well, and I immediately begin to wonder what will … Continue reading Imploding

A series of unfortunate events

A lot of introspection has happened in the last week.  I decided I would try and remove diapers, and the things that made me think of them.  I want to NOT WANT THEM, and again I feel weak and like a failure because I cannot remove them from my life.  My intentions of making things … Continue reading A series of unfortunate events

Feeling sick brings out the little in me

I’ve been noticing in the past few months that when I don’t feel physically good that I turn to diapers as part of my recovery methods.  I have suffered from migraines my entire life, and lately they have been bad.  I wake up with them, so it is hard to determine a trigger.  I have … Continue reading Feeling sick brings out the little in me