My life, it seems, comes in waves of positives and negatives. I don’t know why, but it seems there is a consistent, “when it rains, it pours” things happening in my life. So much to the point that when I acknowledge mentally that things are going well, and I immediately begin to wonder what will … Continue reading Imploding
Tag: emotion
A series of unfortunate events
A lot of introspection has happened in the last week. I decided I would try and remove diapers, and the things that made me think of them. I want to NOT WANT THEM, and again I feel weak and like a failure because I cannot remove them from my life. My intentions of making things … Continue reading A series of unfortunate events
Feeling sick brings out the little in me
I’ve been noticing in the past few months that when I don’t feel physically good that I turn to diapers as part of my recovery methods. I have suffered from migraines my entire life, and lately they have been bad. I wake up with them, so it is hard to determine a trigger. I have … Continue reading Feeling sick brings out the little in me
A new depth of feeling
I believe it is safe to say that I’m hard-headed at times. I know my wife would tell you that, but like most things I have a hard time seeing something right in front of my own face. This past week has taught me a new level of emotion, as well as the realization that … Continue reading A new depth of feeling
Inconsistently consistent
..I wanted to go back before it posted and call it Consistently inconsistent, which I feel better captures the play on words I was going for, but here we are... I'm not going to change the links at this point. 🙂 Death and taxes, everything else is up for grabs.. In the last few months … Continue reading Inconsistently consistent
Maybe it’s not binge/purge
I’ve gone diapered this last few mornings. Not a normal start of the day for me. Since getting some new diapers that are lower cut I gave them a try at work and really liked them. One of the two days I wore a booster as well, which was a bonus. It has been interesting … Continue reading Maybe it’s not binge/purge





