Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
It is interesting to me to see how the urge and desire of diapers have come and gone throughout my life. It may be partially opportunity and availability, and partially out of need. When I returned home from my mission I had the opportunity to wear more, and I remember being excited as it was … Continue reading Marriage and diapers, or wanting to “grow up”
“Feverishly Active” How we work, and what we choose to work on speak to who we are. We are told that no amount of service will save us, but without working our faith is dead. It becomes a confusing line of what is appropriate. We are taught to work, and serve, and those acts are … Continue reading Heart to Heart – Principle 3 – I Know In Whom I Have Trusted
Littles, Adult Babies, and Diaper Lovers struggle so much of their lives trying to understand themselves. We constantly make mountains out of molehills in our own minds. We punish ourselves for what we feel, and fight to suppress what is going on inside of us. We know it is not “normal” and are working to … Continue reading What’s big is little, and what’s little is big
Life changing behavior is often brought about by life-changing events, or crisis. We are seldom able to push ourselves in the right direction without a rather abrupt and urgent push for change. We enjoy the comfort of our current situations, even when they are bad ones, to want to change. Change, even GOOD change, is … Continue reading Heart to Heart, Principle 2 – I Glory in My Jesus (part 2)
We all wear masks, not most of the time it is not on Halloween. These masks let us hide a portion of ourselves from the world. A part of ourselves that we are not vulnerable enough to expose to others around us. This does not mean that being a little is either all or nothing, … Continue reading Our Masks
..I wanted to go back before it posted and call it Consistently inconsistent, which I feel better captures the play on words I was going for, but here we are... I'm not going to change the links at this point. 🙂 Death and taxes, everything else is up for grabs.. In the last few months … Continue reading Inconsistently consistent
Because of the holiday we did not meet for our class this past week. It has stretched out the new pattern of study that I have been employing the last few weeks into two weeks instead of one. I have appreciated the renewed structure and purpose in my studies. It has been something I wake … Continue reading Heart to Heart, Principle 2 (part 1)
Halloween, one of the few days a year where it is socially acceptable to play dress up. Most recent years I have dressed up in adult onsie PJs because they are warm, and again it is a day where it is more acceptable to wear something like that in public. This year’s plan was the … Continue reading Something as simple as mittens, a surprise
While replying to an email to another ABDL blogger (recoveringdl) I brought up the point about perhaps keeping a journal of sorts so I could track how often I wear. We had been discussing frequency of wearing, and the differences of having a set schedule of when to wear and wearing when you “need” or … Continue reading A Journal for Diapers, gathering data
O How Great is the Nothingness of the Children of Men True self-mastery comes from turning our “self” over to the Master. I have taken many Professional Development or Organizational Management classes. I enjoy them, and revel in applying new concepts and methodologies into my life. My professional, personal, and religious lives are all so … Continue reading Heart to Heart – Principle 1
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