Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
I’ve wanted to wear diapers for as long as I can remember. The majority of my life has since been a struggle of wanting diapers, but not wanting to want them. That was until one very late migraine-filled night on a business trip when I had the concept of peace through self-acceptance enter my mind. … Continue reading Embrace, Understand, Accept, Incorporate, Operate, You
I keep a journal that I frequent, more or less, on a weekly basis. It is a book of blank pages, no lines, where I can draw and scribe what is going on in my life. This blog, and the associated documents that I keep to prepare for posts, has become a similar method of … Continue reading Is self-care selfish?
A little over two years ago my wife called me her “diaper wearing husband.” That conversation and moment was a big step for me as I continued to learn to love the diaper-wearing side of myself. I didn’t realize it at the time, but in between our conversations about ABDL and me my wife was … Continue reading Still her Diaper Wearing Husband
Some days are harder than others. Also, there is a big difference of what “hard” can be. A day might be physically, mentally, psychologically, or emotionally demanding. On top of that, most of our days are a combination of these things. Diapers, for me, have become a way that I can cope with all of … Continue reading A little snuggle
All ABDLs search for their reason or reasons for wanting to wear a diaper. Early on in life we are siloed in our own minds, and often shame ourselves because we are so different from the norm that we see around us. We proceed through childhood with many negative experiences because we don’t understand ourselves, … Continue reading Secrets, surprises, sharing, and shame – You’re Not Broken – Chapter 9
One of the most commonly asked questions I get from my blog posts are about the level of acceptance and interaction that my wife has with me wearing diapers. I think the dream or ideal situation for each ABDL is different, and I think it is impossible to make a list because it will be … Continue reading Her Big Baby, and the power of incremental acceptance
I hope someday this could be a post that came more from the mind of my wife. I would love for her to be able to share with you her view of how our journey has been together. When preparing posts I often will make titles with short notes, and then return to them when … Continue reading My wife
During a recent conversation with my wife about a variety of things going on in our lives we pivoted to diapers. I cannot recall why as we had been focusing on things that she is currently carrying as mother, wife, and professional. A struggle of mine that has been decades long has been self worth. … Continue reading Her Diaper Wearing Husband
Baby steps are foundational to us making lasting changes in our lives. These steps are in no way limited to only the journey of an ABDL. In a discussion with my wife this week we talked about the importance of implementing small, smart changes in our lives that can build to lasting changes. All too … Continue reading Recognizing baby steps
I often use the metaphor of a ”bank of trust” in regards to relationships. My wife and I work together daily to deposit trust and good experiences into a metaphorical bank. These deposits strengthen our relationship together and allow us to have our moments. When one of us is struggling in one form or another … Continue reading The difference between being accepting and acceptance
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