Learning to understand my aberrant self. Working through my “big three” with the discussions around ABDL (Adult Baby, Diaper Lover) in my personal, professional, religious, and family life.
Waiting on the Lord - Jeffrey R. Holland https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3DVpRFRFKME We get so tired with our desire to wear diapers. Something that has been placed on our shoulders that we didn’t ask for. How long do we wait for relief? So many of our questions surrounding diapers begin with “Why?” We ask why a trail or … Continue reading Taking the first step amidst our trials
General Conference October 2020 - Saturday Afternoon Session - Bishop W. Christopher Waddell Calamities and trials WILL come in our lives. They can be personal or general in nature, and vary in severity and impact. Diapers find themselves, in my own life at least, on both sides of this conversation. They have been the trial, … Continue reading There will be bread
In my own life I have what I call my “big 3.” They are even referenced in the header of my blog. Having a desire to wear diapers as a teenager and adult is one of my big three. It is something that is part of who I am for as long as I can … Continue reading What is rooted inside us
A parallel in acceptance and incorporation into my life For as long as I can remember I have suffered with this. There hasn't been a time in my life that I felt free of the pain and struggle that comes with it. It comes out of nowhere, without explainable (to me) origin, and can plague … Continue reading Migraines and Diapers
I think we have all felt like the bearded woman at some point in our journey as Adult Babies and Diaper Lovers. Music has always had a powerful place in my life. It has highlighted my ups and downs throughout my life. Even now as I’m writing this post, I have it playing in the … Continue reading This is me
While taking just a few moments during my day on the computer I saw an email come in from the Church. My inbox is never empty, and there is always something to do. For some reason I took the moment and clicked on the email, and found the blog post Come as you are; Bring … Continue reading Our imperfect self is good enough
I have been blessed with the friendship of fellow littles (AB/DL) in my journey to understand myself, and the journey my wife and I are on incorporating diapers into our lives. The first, real connection and what I now consider a friendship comes from a friend we’ll call Seth. He helped me feel for the … Continue reading A Friend’s Voice – Seth – Understanding Scrupulosity
*Sorry for missing my Sunday post. I have been unavailable, and have been playing catch up with my study of the last principle. I also didn’t realize how much I would have to write about this last principle, but I feel like I am using it to wrap up my study of this book. In … Continue reading Principle 12 – I [was] desirous that my family should partake
This morning I began the day feeling off. I had the prompting to open my laptop and write something. I didn’t know what I would write, but felt that being able to type out what I was feeling would help me get my day started off better. I had previously put a few notes down … Continue reading It is a struggle every day, every day, every day
While studying for this chapter I found some quote that spoke about the future, and how business leaders and innovators look to the future. "Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." -- Søren Kierkegaard "A person can change his future by merely changing his attitude." -- Earl Nightingale "Always remember … Continue reading Principle 11 – Counsel With the Lord in All Thy Doings
