Learning to understand my aberrant self. Working through my “big three” with the main discussion around #abdl in my personal, professional, and family life.
In my own life I have what I call my “big 3.” They are even referenced in the header of my blog. Having a desire to wear diapers as a teenager and adult is one of my big three. It is something that is part of who I am for as long as I can … Continue reading What is rooted inside us
A parallel in acceptance and incorporation into my life For as long as I can remember I have suffered with this. There hasn't been a time in my life that I felt free of the pain and struggle that comes with it. It comes out of nowhere, without explainable (to me) origin, and can plague … Continue reading Migraines and Diapers
I think we have all felt like the bearded woman at some point in our journey as Adult Babies and Diaper Lovers. Music has always had a powerful place in my life. It has highlighted my ups and downs throughout my life. Even now as I’m writing this post, I have it playing in the … Continue reading This is me
While taking just a few moments during my day on the computer I saw an email come in from the Church. My inbox is never empty, and there is always something to do. For some reason I took the moment and clicked on the email, and found the blog post Come as you are; Bring … Continue reading Our imperfect self is good enough
I have been blessed with the friendship of fellow littles (AB/DL) in my journey to understand myself, and the journey my wife and I are on incorporating diapers into our lives. The first, real connection and what I now consider a friendship comes from a friend we’ll call Seth. He helped me feel for the … Continue reading A Friend’s Voice – Seth – Understanding Scrupulosity
*Sorry for missing my Sunday post. I have been unavailable, and have been playing catch up with my study of the last principle. I also didn’t realize how much I would have to write about this last principle, but I feel like I am using it to wrap up my study of this book. In … Continue reading Principle 12 – I [was] desirous that my family should partake
This morning I began the day feeling off. I had the prompting to open my laptop and write something. I didn’t know what I would write, but felt that being able to type out what I was feeling would help me get my day started off better. I had previously put a few notes down … Continue reading It is a struggle every day, every day, every day
While studying for this chapter I found some quote that spoke about the future, and how business leaders and innovators look to the future. "Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards." -- Søren Kierkegaard "A person can change his future by merely changing his attitude." -- Earl Nightingale "Always remember … Continue reading Principle 11 – Counsel With the Lord in All Thy Doings
My thoughts feel more like notes this week. My studies were different than that past few, so how I recorded my thoughts about this principle definitely feel like they are reflected in these words. The process becomes cyclical. We begin to see a pattern in behavior where we must return to earlier principles and reapply … Continue reading Heart to Heart – Principle 10, Retain A Remission of Your Sins
How hard is it to be a peacemaker? How hard is it to WANT to be a peacemaker. Recently, I’ve found myself in the middle of some family tension that I did not create. Also, I have found tension and issue at work that is the same. I do not believe that I caused the … Continue reading Heart to Heart – Principe 8, They Buried [Their] Weapons of War, for Peace
