When I first found out that they made diapers my size (I was a teenager at the time) and then making that first, eye-opening Yahoo! Search (everyone remember the results that popped up?!) I remember having the thought that I HAD to be a Diaper Lover, and not an Adult Baby. It seemed so far … Continue reading Is it okay to have an Adult Baby (little) side?
Author: aberrantlyme
Being “all in” with who we are
Am I All In? During a recent Stake Conference (multi-congregational gathering of members of my Church) the topic of one of the speakers was centered around the concept of being "all in." He was referring to the concept of being all in with the Gospel, and our dedication to our faith. Stories of trial, and … Continue reading Being “all in” with who we are
My wife
I hope someday this could be a post that came more from the mind of my wife. I would love for her to be able to share with you her view of how our journey has been together. When preparing posts I often will make titles with short notes, and then return to them when … Continue reading My wife
Not “one more thing”
One of the biggest stresses that I have is that my wife will have a feeling where diapers are always an irritation. Even if it is just a small one I worry that her seeing or hearing me in a diaper might cause a negative reaction. I think most ABDLs feel this, especially early on … Continue reading Not “one more thing”
First time cuddles
That teddy bear has been way more of my journey than I ever thought it would be. It was purchased in a moment of stress where I think I wanted to reach for something to hold, and then had to wait a week for it to arrive. In that week I wondered if I made … Continue reading First time cuddles
Happy(ier) Knees
A while back I noticed that I had constant knee pain. Through running I’ve learned that you don’t have a left and right knee, but you have a good knee and a bad knee. My bad knee is connected to the foot that supinates (turns out when I walk/run normally). This movement causes a bit … Continue reading Happy(ier) Knees
School Lunch
There definitely seems to be a reoccurring theme of little space in my life lately. Perhaps that is by design. Am I reaching out to that part of myself to help me with life’s stressors or I’ve often thought that it is my little side reaching out to help me when I need it? Either … Continue reading School Lunch
Full on little space
The teddy bear sat content with its new location on our bed for a few days. Life was so full that the most attention I was able to give it was a high five to the face when I was rolling over in bed. Then an hour became available and I wanted a moment. This … Continue reading Full on little space
Somebody order a stuffie?!
So I did it. I’ve been joking about getting a stuffie for a while now, but never with any real ambition or seriousness. I think it was always outside of what I thought I would experiment with as a little. Very similar to how I felt about a pacifier for a long time. It was … Continue reading Somebody order a stuffie?!
A week without wearing
Recently as I’ve been trying to normalize some of the things in my life again I've picked back up a HIIT (High Intensity Interval Training) workout routine and am beginning to reincorporate running into my life. With this wanted change comes the need to make some modifications to my daily routine as well to help … Continue reading A week without wearing









