Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
I went back and read Diapers and Intimacy (There and back again) recently to see where I was a few years ago, and to see if I had progressed in that time. I’ve appreciated my blog as a journal of sorts for my journey, and a way for me to touch base with myself and … Continue reading Deepen my definition of Intimacy
Dreams are funny things. I will go weeks or months without remembering a dream, and then I will go through stints where I remember multiple dreams in a night or multiple nights in quick succession. Some time ago I woke up from a dream with partial recollection of the experience. I remember in the dream … Continue reading What Brings You Hope?
There are times where I don’t feel like wearing diapers. Sometimes it is a day/week away, and there are other times where it is longer. A recent week has been that for me. I have not felt like wearing for a number of days in a row, and the feeling was even more present when … Continue reading Diaper Fatigue
I’ve wanted to wear diapers for as long as I can remember. The majority of my life has since been a struggle of wanting diapers, but not wanting to want them. That was until one very late migraine-filled night on a business trip when I had the concept of peace through self-acceptance enter my mind. … Continue reading Embrace, Understand, Accept, Incorporate, Operate, You
I keep a journal that I frequent, more or less, on a weekly basis. It is a book of blank pages, no lines, where I can draw and scribe what is going on in my life. This blog, and the associated documents that I keep to prepare for posts, has become a similar method of … Continue reading Is self-care selfish?
It is hard to not enjoy the wholesome goodness that is Ted Lasso. I could definitely do without the language, but I have enjoyed the storytelling and altruistic approach to life that Ted Lasso has. Late in the first season it humanized the main character in a way that let you know that while he … Continue reading Revisiting “two lives” with Ted Lasso
While reading a book about Ikigai, or the Japanese concept of our sense of purpose or reason for being, the end of the book brings a new term called “Wabi-Sabi” to me. Wabi-Sabi can be explained as “wisdom in natural simplicity” or “flawed beauty.” This concept was introduced at the end of their book where … Continue reading Wabi-Sabi
Work takes me to some interesting places. I produce and run logistics for events ranging from tens to thousands of people. Each of them provide their own challenges and stresses, and I’ve learned to leverage diapers to help me succeed while working in these environments. They can be the calm before the storm, peace while … Continue reading From an unfortunate no to a huge hug
We are all too often our harshest critic in life. After all, we have to live and put up with ourselves. Because of that, we often impose limits and labels on ourselves. While working with another ABDL I realized a bit deeper the power these limits and labels can have upon us in our own … Continue reading Limits and Labels
Some days are harder than others. Also, there is a big difference of what “hard” can be. A day might be physically, mentally, psychologically, or emotionally demanding. On top of that, most of our days are a combination of these things. Diapers, for me, have become a way that I can cope with all of … Continue reading A little snuggle
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