Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
I didn’t realize the difference those three words could make. Sitting here thinking about who I was over five years ago, and where I was in an interesting thought exercise. This was before many hard conversations with my wife. This was before a world-wide pandemic. This was before meeting hundreds of people I now consider … Continue reading Accepting, Acceptance, Embracing
Growth comes from trial. Growth comes from pain. We often don’t like it, and most often don’t enjoy it. Rightfully so, it hurts. Often though, we like the result or outcome of the growth. I’m presently working to lose some weight, and part of that is being uncomfortable with not eating everything in sight. Shocking, … Continue reading Growth
I went back and read Diapers and Intimacy (There and back again) recently to see where I was a few years ago, and to see if I had progressed in that time. I’ve appreciated my blog as a journal of sorts for my journey, and a way for me to touch base with myself and … Continue reading Deepen my definition of Intimacy
Dreams are funny things. I will go weeks or months without remembering a dream, and then I will go through stints where I remember multiple dreams in a night or multiple nights in quick succession. Some time ago I woke up from a dream with partial recollection of the experience. I remember in the dream … Continue reading What Brings You Hope?
There are times where I don’t feel like wearing diapers. Sometimes it is a day/week away, and there are other times where it is longer. A recent week has been that for me. I have not felt like wearing for a number of days in a row, and the feeling was even more present when … Continue reading Diaper Fatigue
I’ve wanted to wear diapers for as long as I can remember. The majority of my life has since been a struggle of wanting diapers, but not wanting to want them. That was until one very late migraine-filled night on a business trip when I had the concept of peace through self-acceptance enter my mind. … Continue reading Embrace, Understand, Accept, Incorporate, Operate, You
I keep a journal that I frequent, more or less, on a weekly basis. It is a book of blank pages, no lines, where I can draw and scribe what is going on in my life. This blog, and the associated documents that I keep to prepare for posts, has become a similar method of … Continue reading Is self-care selfish?
While reading a new book it began talking about how we all too often define ourselves by our work. People ask, “What do you do?” When you are at an icebreaker event or some kind of “getting to know you” situation, how do you choose to introduce yourself? Do you lead with your career? Do … Continue reading See Yourself, Be Yourself
I have always been an overthinker. Standing in the shower I will work through countless scenarios that have such a tiny likelihood of actually happening. This can be healthy, but I know I’ve experienced a tipping point where it is detrimental to my mental health. I will feel my mental state change because of something … Continue reading Becoming a parent as an ABDL
It is hard to not enjoy the wholesome goodness that is Ted Lasso. I could definitely do without the language, but I have enjoyed the storytelling and altruistic approach to life that Ted Lasso has. Late in the first season it humanized the main character in a way that let you know that while he … Continue reading Revisiting “two lives” with Ted Lasso
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