Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
Growth comes from trial. Growth comes from pain. We often don’t like it, and most often don’t enjoy it. Rightfully so, it hurts. Often though, we like the result or outcome of the growth. I’m presently working to lose some weight, and part of that is being uncomfortable with not eating everything in sight. Shocking, … Continue reading Growth
I’ve wanted to wear diapers for as long as I can remember. The majority of my life has since been a struggle of wanting diapers, but not wanting to want them. That was until one very late migraine-filled night on a business trip when I had the concept of peace through self-acceptance enter my mind. … Continue reading Embrace, Understand, Accept, Incorporate, Operate, You
What can stand between our us and the love of the Savior? Nothing can, not even diapers. It seems that themes will often present themselves in the conversations I have with other ABDLs. One of the most recent ones has been worthiness. For many, especially early on in their journey for understanding and acceptance, they … Continue reading Romans 8:35-37
Three different runs, with three different coaches, that all brought a similar message back to me. I had been really struggling with myself, and many of the pressures and stresses that surrounded me. Here, in the quiet and dark I found the voices of a pre-recorded, guided run telling me a similar message (perhaps that … Continue reading Every diaper is different
This question has the power to penetrate each and every one of us. It can be a small version of the question when we are thinking of volunteering to coach a little league team, the medium version of the question where we are considering applying for a new position or career, or the supersized version … Continue reading Am I Enough?
During family scripture study this year we have been discussing the Old Testament. If your family is anything like mine we have historically focused less on these books in the Bible. My wife has been doing a great job in helping the children stay consistent in their studies, and we’ve had some discussions outside the … Continue reading “My heart is softening” – My wife’s growth
In a talk, Thomas S. Monson shares a story of while in the military he felt like he was standing alone. While in formation the leadership began to explain where the various denominations would worship on the military base on Sunday. A list was ran through, and in time the group shrank. President Monson came … Continue reading Standing alone, or feeling like we are
I hear the financial burden of ABDL, printed diapers come up a lot while discussing with other adult babies, littles, and diapers lovers. Many of those I talk with choose to wear a diaper. They are not incontinent requiring them to tape up 24/7. Most of us choose to powder and pad up for comfort … Continue reading The cost of happiness. Spending three to four dollars on a diaper (worth it!)
While being awoken on Father's Day morning by my daughter with a wonderful combination of foods that I like for breakfast I sat in bed thinking about what it means to be a father. All that it entails, and that I'm part of that club. I am part of the group being celebrated today, and … Continue reading The roles that we play
We all must pass through trial and experience in order to truly gain empathy and understanding with certain aspects of life. I have seen and felt a mother's love, but I will never be able to truly have that connection with my children. A father's love is different, by design, and serves a very different … Continue reading Son to father, and back again..
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