Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
Some good news.. I was able to track down my book. It was not a fun few days for a few different reasons. Not many ABDLs want this side of themselves to be public knowledge. On top of that I didn’t want my children to be the ones to find the book where I would … Continue reading Becoming comfortable or complacent?
We all want to feel safe. A place where stress is minimized, and we can let our guard down. A place where we truly can be ourselves. Diapers are not all of who I am, and they do not consume me but there are times when I want to be able to allow myself to … Continue reading My wife’s safe place
I looked at my calendar and realized that this coming week would have been the next week to post about "You're Not Alone" but when I went to the two or three places where I most often place my books or was not there. That was three or four days ago.... I continue to tease … Continue reading Losing things…
In a talk, Thomas S. Monson shares a story of while in the military he felt like he was standing alone. While in formation the leadership began to explain where the various denominations would worship on the military base on Sunday. A list was ran through, and in time the group shrank. President Monson came … Continue reading Standing alone, or feeling like we are
We often struggle with our emotions (especially the men who are reading). Even more interestingly, we struggle with the emotions of others as well. On top of that fun fact we find that we also confuse emotions and feelings, or even the fact that they are different (a feeling is the acknowledgement of an emotion). … Continue reading Emotions – You’re Not Broken – Chapter 7
Well it happened again… I made the mistake of thinking that my wife was aware of part of my little side. I have written about giving a pacifier a try, and the mixed results that I’ve seen from it. It really doesn’t do a ton for me, but I have had success with getting rid … Continue reading Assuming, and the fallout
The search (or pursuit) of happiness is one of the most sought after emotions in life. Positive feelings are some of the most basic desires of our hearts, and can be some of the most difficult to attain. Studies have even shown that people are willing to monetarily pay more to remove negative or painful … Continue reading Negative Emotions – You’re Not Broken – Chapter 6
I hear the financial burden of ABDL, printed diapers come up a lot while discussing with other adult babies, littles, and diapers lovers. Many of those I talk with choose to wear a diaper. They are not incontinent requiring them to tape up 24/7. Most of us choose to powder and pad up for comfort … Continue reading The cost of happiness. Spending three to four dollars on a diaper (worth it!)
Self-acceptance and self-worth are HUGE words for anyone to hear when they are at the beginning of a journey of acknowledging, understanding, and accepting part of their life that is causing friction, pain, or pressure. Whether it is an addiction, affinity, quirk, or kink we must first acknowledge the elephant in the room and allow … Continue reading Loving yourself first – You’re Not Broken – Chapter 5
I’ve been an ABDL with an online presence to know what comes up when littles begin asking about diapers and doctors appointments. The dive into acceptance and timidity surrounding what the doctor’s office may or may not think when an ABDL goes in for an appointment while padded. The conversation branches into many what-ifs and … Continue reading Dino Diapers and doctors appointments
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