Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
I feel like I have a pretty good hold of my emotions, most of the time. Perhaps I’m deceiving myself, but that’s a conversation for later or farther down on this post. The last few days have been especially taxing on me emotionally. I recently finished two very large projects that have been weighing rather … Continue reading Feeling little when I need to be big
I'm by no means saying that Ted Lasso should be considered gospel, but this caught my ear last night. In the second season during the episode Lavender Coach Lasso meets the team Therapist, Dr. Sharon, and has a quick conversation with her. Ted brings Dr. Sharon biscuits, and Dr. Sharon first declines to accept them. … Continue reading Ted Lasso and Video Games
I didn’t realize the difference those three words could make. Sitting here thinking about who I was over five years ago, and where I was in an interesting thought exercise. This was before many hard conversations with my wife. This was before a world-wide pandemic. This was before meeting hundreds of people I now consider … Continue reading Accepting, Acceptance, Embracing
I went back and read Diapers and Intimacy (There and back again) recently to see where I was a few years ago, and to see if I had progressed in that time. I’ve appreciated my blog as a journal of sorts for my journey, and a way for me to touch base with myself and … Continue reading Deepen my definition of Intimacy
There are times where I don’t feel like wearing diapers. Sometimes it is a day/week away, and there are other times where it is longer. A recent week has been that for me. I have not felt like wearing for a number of days in a row, and the feeling was even more present when … Continue reading Diaper Fatigue
I’ve wanted to wear diapers for as long as I can remember. The majority of my life has since been a struggle of wanting diapers, but not wanting to want them. That was until one very late migraine-filled night on a business trip when I had the concept of peace through self-acceptance enter my mind. … Continue reading Embrace, Understand, Accept, Incorporate, Operate, You
It is hard to not enjoy the wholesome goodness that is Ted Lasso. I could definitely do without the language, but I have enjoyed the storytelling and altruistic approach to life that Ted Lasso has. Late in the first season it humanized the main character in a way that let you know that while he … Continue reading Revisiting “two lives” with Ted Lasso
Work takes me to some interesting places. I produce and run logistics for events ranging from tens to thousands of people. Each of them provide their own challenges and stresses, and I’ve learned to leverage diapers to help me succeed while working in these environments. They can be the calm before the storm, peace while … Continue reading From an unfortunate no to a huge hug
Some days are harder than others. Also, there is a big difference of what “hard” can be. A day might be physically, mentally, psychologically, or emotionally demanding. On top of that, most of our days are a combination of these things. Diapers, for me, have become a way that I can cope with all of … Continue reading A little snuggle
There are more times during the week that I feel like an Uber driver. My work day ends, and practices, rehearsals, mutual activities, and whatever else may be happening this week. Most of the time it is either my wife or myself running them around, but there are small moments when we find ourselves both … Continue reading Additional Growth From My Wife
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