Married Adult Baby Diaper Lover (ABDL) continuing my journey of self-acceptance, self-worth, and becoming the best version of myself with an affinity to wear diapers.
Birthdays are interesting the older we get. For many it turns from the anticipation of gifts and toys and cake to another day where we are reminded we have made another orbit around the sun. Adulthood often robs us of some of the simplicity and joy that childhood often brought us. ABDLs have an interesting … Continue reading A Spider-man Birthday Card
While on a ladder, fixing my roof recently, I had a conversation that had happened a few years earlier with another ABDL pop into my mind. I soon realized that I had been doing the exact same task at that time when I was having the conversation with them. It was interesting that even though … Continue reading Unintentional Reminiscing
If an ABDL were to write a letter to Santa (or a wishlist) there would be many different things listed. These would be material things ranging from certain diapers they want to wear, a onesie, and perhaps many childhood objects or toys that they would like to have. There would also be experiences or interactions … Continue reading My First Diaper Check
I feel like I have a pretty good hold of my emotions, most of the time. Perhaps I’m deceiving myself, but that’s a conversation for later or farther down on this post. The last few days have been especially taxing on me emotionally. I recently finished two very large projects that have been weighing rather … Continue reading Feeling little when I need to be big
Taking diapers and intimacy completely out of it I listened to an interesting discussion a few years ago about relationships. The concept was put out there about everything needing to be equal and balanced. The woman speaking delved into the concept that as a couple, collectively, we are 100%. Together we accomplish the tasks of … Continue reading Equally Yoked
I'm by no means saying that Ted Lasso should be considered gospel, but this caught my ear last night. In the second season during the episode Lavender Coach Lasso meets the team Therapist, Dr. Sharon, and has a quick conversation with her. Ted brings Dr. Sharon biscuits, and Dr. Sharon first declines to accept them. … Continue reading Ted Lasso and Video Games
I didn’t realize the difference those three words could make. Sitting here thinking about who I was over five years ago, and where I was in an interesting thought exercise. This was before many hard conversations with my wife. This was before a world-wide pandemic. This was before meeting hundreds of people I now consider … Continue reading Accepting, Acceptance, Embracing
Growth comes from trial. Growth comes from pain. We often don’t like it, and most often don’t enjoy it. Rightfully so, it hurts. Often though, we like the result or outcome of the growth. I’m presently working to lose some weight, and part of that is being uncomfortable with not eating everything in sight. Shocking, … Continue reading Growth
I went back and read Diapers and Intimacy (There and back again) recently to see where I was a few years ago, and to see if I had progressed in that time. I’ve appreciated my blog as a journal of sorts for my journey, and a way for me to touch base with myself and … Continue reading Deepen my definition of Intimacy
Dreams are funny things. I will go weeks or months without remembering a dream, and then I will go through stints where I remember multiple dreams in a night or multiple nights in quick succession. Some time ago I woke up from a dream with partial recollection of the experience. I remember in the dream … Continue reading What Brings You Hope?
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