I just finished another post where I referenced this part of my story, and I realized that I should probably explain this vain attempt at telling my parents to provide a bit of context for Hello rock, meet hard place (coming 8/1/2019) before posting it. There is no huge reveal in this story, I don’t … Continue reading My “attempt” to talk about it with my parents
Fasting is common in religious practice. It is the practice of removing food and possibly water from your day for some period of time. We are promised blessings from removing that from our lives for a small moment in a effort to focus on the spiritual. This time of focus is suggested to bring a … Continue reading Fasting, the vehicle to overcome any struggle or obstacle in our lives.
Undoubtedly at some point in your journey in the life of a little or ABDL you have felt alone. You have felt shame. You have felt uncertainty. Each of these feelings come as we wander around in the dare trying to understand what we are experiencing. Each of us have our own story, but so … Continue reading No one wants to feel broken
So I became a teen. Like most boys I began to learn a lot about myself and the associated changes I was encountering. At some point during this time of my life I remember that I was stimulated by diapers. I may have been the entire time, but this is when the connection made as … Continue reading Teen years, and less than favorable circumstances
During today’s lesson it was discussed Peter and his association with the number three. He was told that he would deny the Savior three times, and as much as he fought that internally it happened. It wasn’t until the third time that he truly didn’t feel the impact of what he was doing as well … Continue reading Third Time’s a Charm? We don’t always get things the first time.
This began as an ending to Is this what it feels to be "little” But the more that I write I see that it may stand on its own. So I asked myself the question above. Should I expect this to evolve? Has it already? The quick answer is I don’t know. This has caused … Continue reading Does this evolve with me as I grow, experience, and age?
I really feel like after about age 7 or 8 there was a long, dry spell in my relationship with diapers. Then I found myself at a Walmart. I remember these memories being at the same location, but perhaps they were not. I’m also not sure which of these events happened first, but I discovered … Continue reading Walmart has what?!
We are all very sensitive to judgement. The last thing we want is to have others place undue opinion about who we are without the proper context and content. With time and experience, people should be able to see who we are by the "fruits that we bear" or the actions of our lives. While … Continue reading Passing Judgement, on ourselves and others
So much of life is deciding where to put your energy. What will I work on today, and how much effort will I put into it? If you have children that decision-making tree grows a lot more branches as your children have nine million questions and desires of their own. All to often we find … Continue reading Balancing your life and your little side
Depend became my brand of choice during my teenage years, or lack of choice since I knew of no other option that existed! Yet, they existed! White, simple, with three adhesive tapes. While at one of my earliest jobs I came across a pack of Depend Maximum Protection diapers, or fitted briefs for everyone else … Continue reading A teenage discovery